life.

life really gets a hold of you sometimes.
it wraps it's big overpowering arms around you and squeezes you so tight that you almost can't breathe. it bears down on you and shakes you and then shakes you some more. in these times i find it very difficult to express myself. to let go. to open up. to reach out. to be there for others. i am just coming out of one of those times.
life was really holding me down, back, quiet. i am coming out of it strong and ready. i am going to take over the universe and i can't wait to share the journey with you. i love you daddy. so very very very very much.
i am thankful for you and us and what we mean to each other. i am so thankful. thank you.