Tuesday, July 19, 2011

DOG DAYS


It is hot! Really, really Hot! The sky is a remarkable blue and there is a breeze moving east. But nothing is moving with it. The Humming Birds are sitting quietly on the bare branches of the neighbors Peach Tree. There's a cat, looking as if it has no bones beneath its fur, sitting dazed at far end of the yard. The pool is inviting me in with a slight, shinny foil-like shimmer. But the cement in between me and that cool relief is about as friendly as a stretch of hot coals at a Tony Robins retreat. It's hot mother fucker!

Monday, July 18, 2011

life.

life really gets a hold of you sometimes.
it wraps it's big overpowering arms around you and squeezes you so tight that you almost can't breathe. it bears down on you and shakes you and then shakes you some more. in these times i find it very difficult to express myself. to let go. to open up. to reach out. to be there for others. i am just coming out of one of those times.
life was really holding me down, back, quiet. i am coming out of it strong and ready. i am going to take over the universe and i can't wait to share the journey with you. i love you daddy. so very very very very much.
i am thankful for you and us and what we mean to each other. i am so thankful. thank you.