Alone Time

There is really something to be said for having alone time.

Just me and my thoughts.

Avoiding the phone.

The email.

The computer...for the most part.

I worked this morning and when work was done I made a decision to invest in me.

I came home.

Opened a beer.

Made myself a delicious lunch:

Arugula Salad with CousCous, Scrambled Egg, Roasted Butternut Squash,Cucumbers and a Sriracha Sesame Oil Dressing.

Then for a dessert I had bananas with Sunflower Butter. You have to try that shit, it will blow your mind!!!

Then I watched "into the wild," which if you haven't seen it I suggest doing so. It was beautiful.

Then I gave myself a home facial and used a Japanese Face mask that my friend James brought back for me on one of his visits.

I just read through all my favorite blogs.

Now I am in my apartment doing nothing (but this of course)

It is really quiet. That is aside from the cars and noise outside paired with the constant drip of our sink, but I like the latter of the two.

I am now trying to decide what I want to do next.

Perhaps some reading?

Maybe a bowl of cereal?

Maybe I will drawl for a while.

Maybe I wont because it might stress me out or force myself to be more perfect than I really want to be right now.

I think I will have a smoke.

Then I will let the high tell me what to do.

Out of all of those I have a feel the bowl of cereal is going to win first place.

I am noticing now that my face feels very tight and moisturized from my treatments. God damn I love that shit.

I shaved my legs yesterday for the first time in maybe two weeks. That also made me feel really good.

Last night we all went out for Quinn's 25th birthday. I got drunk. It was fun.

I love you daddy.

a

lot.