I am feeling a whole hell of a lot better this week. I don't know what the fuck was going on last week, but I sure was in a funk. I have been going to yoga every morning at 7am and going to dance at least twice a week, it helps me be sane. Work is also starting to pick up and look better. Personal relationships are smoothing themselves out. Anxiety about Chopped is fading (although I am sure it will return with avengence next week). I guess my silence or inability to talk was due to the fact that I was having to many inner dialogues that I just could manage having any real ones with real people. My personalities are chilling out and I can breath again. Life is funny that way isn't it.
Today I am meeting with Flannery to discuss menus for upcoming gigs, then dance rehearsal with Marisa for MOVES, then some afternoon bike riding to clear my head, and then off to a concert with Daniel tonight. I am approaching the day with delight and hopefulness that I will learning something new, make someone laugh, smile about something simple and be a richer person than I was when I woke up. I wish the same for you! Love you sooooooo much daddy.
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